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I am a 38 year old female who is dating a 19 year old guy.
I constantly analyze myself and worry that I am going to lose him.
I have been hanging out with a guy who's 19 and I'm 35...met about 6 months ago and briefly chatted before going our seperate ways..I saw him last week at a restaurant he works at and again briefly chatted, smiled and couldn't stop looking at each other and that was that.
Last night I see him again at the restaurant and thia tome he asks me for a drink after work.....since last night we saw each other today and am seeing each other tonight when he finishes work.
I think our culture doesn't aid in successful monogamy. I feel relationships are such a sacred spiritual path...are such accurate mirrors of each other and this can show us things we need to learn....scary sometimes, but gorgeous. You could show him the ropes in the sexual manner, but if you think about the long run -- when will he be ready to have children?
when he is ready, will you be able to give that to him? Think 5 years, 10 years, 15 years, 20 years, 25 years, etc.
It's so hard tho because we have an amazing connection. People also think we're the same age, I look younger then my age and he looks a bit older then his.
I know he's young but the way he makes me feel about myself, about my body, the way he examines every part of me when we're having a conversation.
So I'm going to allow this to happen because it's happening for a reason. I'm honestly worried about getting my heart broken. I feel embarrassed somewhat admitting or sharing the age difference to people. It was certainly a short lived fling for me.it was great. I don't think it's the age for me it's the stage of where someone is at.
And yeah it will most probably be short lived because I do want him to go live his life and do what most young guys do but for now I'm going to 'go with the flow' as they say and be kissed the way I've always wanted to be kissed, touched like a woman should be touched and held like your the best thing he's ever seen and doesn't want to let go....because I deserve it....***** So interesting as I am 32-though I look more like I'm 22, and my guy is also 19. I hope like you I can just go with the flow and have fun. He is a lovely guy but reality for me is that how can he take care of me when he can't even take care of himself? I have met plenty of guys my age and they are soo immature it's embarrassing.
Everyone thought we were the same age because she looked young.
If I were to date someone 19 now, I would have the same reservations as you.